Careful and discreet digging (for which I pat myself on the back) has revealed that the guy may not be so scummy after all, he is going through a divorce. It boggles my mind that he is planning a move back to India next year (ironically at the same time I am), they have 2 girls and the 2 parents will be on different continents! Anyway, none of my business.
I don't know where it will go from here. I like him, I know he likes me back atleast superficially, but people coming from a bad breakup are damaged and relationships are bloody complicated to start with.
Meanwhile, the clock is ticking on Plan B and I have no intention of halting it. I'd planned to TTC the first possible cycle in 2012, and that should come up in very early Feb. Hopefully, that should give me enough time to figure out if this will go anywhere.
On the plan B preparation front, the gears are in motion. I just need to find a vial collected in 2010, and hopefully, I won't have to pay *too* much money to do it. Alcohol will be given the boot after New Years (or that is the intention). Prenatals have been consumed for the past 2 months already. I've also started Coenzyme Q10 (After some digging, I finally decided on the Jarrows brand). But I don't know what is a good dose- for people who have used it, how much did you take?
Finally, I go on my cruise!! If anybody remembered my old post expressing extreme annoyance that AF was scheduled to arrive when I docked at the Bahamas, thanks to my cycles changing completely (now have a brand new ovulation day), its no longer an issue. Packing for the tropics has been a blast, I almost greeted the pizza delivery guy in a bikini!
Its one of those evenings with a sense of happiness, given the anticipation of my vacation and the finding that this guy is not the scumbag I thought he was yesterday. But I feel quite guilty for feeling any happiness at the fact that he is getting divorced, that is a profoundly sad thing, especially given that there are two really young children involved.
I don't know where it will go from here. I like him, I know he likes me back atleast superficially, but people coming from a bad breakup are damaged and relationships are bloody complicated to start with.
Meanwhile, the clock is ticking on Plan B and I have no intention of halting it. I'd planned to TTC the first possible cycle in 2012, and that should come up in very early Feb. Hopefully, that should give me enough time to figure out if this will go anywhere.
On the plan B preparation front, the gears are in motion. I just need to find a vial collected in 2010, and hopefully, I won't have to pay *too* much money to do it. Alcohol will be given the boot after New Years (or that is the intention). Prenatals have been consumed for the past 2 months already. I've also started Coenzyme Q10 (After some digging, I finally decided on the Jarrows brand). But I don't know what is a good dose- for people who have used it, how much did you take?
Finally, I go on my cruise!! If anybody remembered my old post expressing extreme annoyance that AF was scheduled to arrive when I docked at the Bahamas, thanks to my cycles changing completely (now have a brand new ovulation day), its no longer an issue. Packing for the tropics has been a blast, I almost greeted the pizza delivery guy in a bikini!
Its one of those evenings with a sense of happiness, given the anticipation of my vacation and the finding that this guy is not the scumbag I thought he was yesterday. But I feel quite guilty for feeling any happiness at the fact that he is getting divorced, that is a profoundly sad thing, especially given that there are two really young children involved.
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