I'm on day 5 of my cycle and I had my first follie scan yesterday. It wasn't something that made anybody jump up and down with joy, my AFC was 13.
2 years ago, my AFC was 30 and above. Then I discovered I was vitamin D deficient and I started supplementing, which pushed my AMH considerably. But last year, I had already noted that my AFC had fallen, to around 16, and I also discussed the possible relevance and possible mechanism behind this drop in this post.
Back then, when I was not planning IVF, this was nothing to be bummed about-- I had assumed that my super high AFC for my age reflected my PCOSiness and any deviation from this was a GOOD thing- I thought, maybe decreased quantity might go hand in hand with improved quality, given the finding that women with PCOS have high AFC and can make many, many eggs, often of crappy quality. But since then, I've had one failure to achieve clinical pregnancy and another loss due to aneuploidy, so ummm, it does not look like things have gotten better???
Now that I'm staring IVF in the face, an AFC of 13 is 'not good news', especially when you've come from a much higher number--- it reflects a decreased potential, the best one could hope for is 13 eggs, and in reality you will get less, and you will have fewer than that number fertilize and even fewer that keep going till day 5.
My RE was pretty upset, he still had my AFC of two years ago in his head. While I'd gone in with a daydream of around 20, realistically, I knew I was going to get something in the vicinity of 16, and moreover, I was aware that the metformin I was taking could drop the numbers a touch-- there are a few studies that show that metformin can reduce AFC. So no surprises for me.
I started laughing when my RE finished the scan and he was shocked by my reaction-- he asked me why I was laughing-- I remember thinking it was a preferable reaction to crying.
The scariest part is, I really may have to give up on doing CGH microarray if we get only a few embryos that go past day 3, for anybody who has done this- how many embryos did you have? My RE puts the cutoff number as 10, and that is a really tall order with an AFC of 13.
This presents so many dilemmas- if I can't do screening--then what? I don't know what percentage of my embies would be aneuploid, and its a very, very scary place to be in, for somebody who has lived with RPL.
Most people get around this by transferring multiple embryos---I really am terrified about transferring 2 embryos and the higher risk pregnancy of twins and the many, many higher risk scenarios that could occur.
Ironically, my number of 13 is in normal range for an Indian woman of 32, according to my RE. I've somebody who is SUCH a grey zone fertility-wise-- I've gotten pregnant out of 3 out of 4 attempts, by nothing more than un-medicated IUIs, which would make one think I'm a fertile frickin bunny till you realize I've managed to lose all of them.Then my AFC is all over the place--does my drop from 30 to 13 have nothing to do with weird vitamin D physiology and instead indicate a sharp drop in fertility?? I have no idea how I'll respond to superovulation inducers...and things have gotten off to a not good start.
Another thing that is an area of contention for me: My RE wanted me to try menagon (which is urine-extracted FSH with a little LH). I freaked out when it was given IM, and indeed, when I took it for the first time, 24 hours later, I still have injection site soreness. So instead my RE said I could take an equivalent of Gonal F(synthetic FSH), no LH, which is given subcutaneously, which was what I was looking for, being a wimp and all. I took that today, I tolerated it fine-- only thing I'm worried about, there is no LH. Here is a theory that some, but not all docs believe in, that a little LH makes follicle development better so they give Gonal F with luveris(synthetic LH). I'm wondering if I should ask for this, for my own peace of mind if nothing else....any opinions anybody?
2 years ago, my AFC was 30 and above. Then I discovered I was vitamin D deficient and I started supplementing, which pushed my AMH considerably. But last year, I had already noted that my AFC had fallen, to around 16, and I also discussed the possible relevance and possible mechanism behind this drop in this post.
Back then, when I was not planning IVF, this was nothing to be bummed about-- I had assumed that my super high AFC for my age reflected my PCOSiness and any deviation from this was a GOOD thing- I thought, maybe decreased quantity might go hand in hand with improved quality, given the finding that women with PCOS have high AFC and can make many, many eggs, often of crappy quality. But since then, I've had one failure to achieve clinical pregnancy and another loss due to aneuploidy, so ummm, it does not look like things have gotten better???
Now that I'm staring IVF in the face, an AFC of 13 is 'not good news', especially when you've come from a much higher number--- it reflects a decreased potential, the best one could hope for is 13 eggs, and in reality you will get less, and you will have fewer than that number fertilize and even fewer that keep going till day 5.
My RE was pretty upset, he still had my AFC of two years ago in his head. While I'd gone in with a daydream of around 20, realistically, I knew I was going to get something in the vicinity of 16, and moreover, I was aware that the metformin I was taking could drop the numbers a touch-- there are a few studies that show that metformin can reduce AFC. So no surprises for me.
I started laughing when my RE finished the scan and he was shocked by my reaction-- he asked me why I was laughing-- I remember thinking it was a preferable reaction to crying.
The scariest part is, I really may have to give up on doing CGH microarray if we get only a few embryos that go past day 3, for anybody who has done this- how many embryos did you have? My RE puts the cutoff number as 10, and that is a really tall order with an AFC of 13.
This presents so many dilemmas- if I can't do screening--then what? I don't know what percentage of my embies would be aneuploid, and its a very, very scary place to be in, for somebody who has lived with RPL.
Most people get around this by transferring multiple embryos---I really am terrified about transferring 2 embryos and the higher risk pregnancy of twins and the many, many higher risk scenarios that could occur.
Ironically, my number of 13 is in normal range for an Indian woman of 32, according to my RE. I've somebody who is SUCH a grey zone fertility-wise-- I've gotten pregnant out of 3 out of 4 attempts, by nothing more than un-medicated IUIs, which would make one think I'm a fertile frickin bunny till you realize I've managed to lose all of them.Then my AFC is all over the place--does my drop from 30 to 13 have nothing to do with weird vitamin D physiology and instead indicate a sharp drop in fertility?? I have no idea how I'll respond to superovulation inducers...and things have gotten off to a not good start.
Another thing that is an area of contention for me: My RE wanted me to try menagon (which is urine-extracted FSH with a little LH). I freaked out when it was given IM, and indeed, when I took it for the first time, 24 hours later, I still have injection site soreness. So instead my RE said I could take an equivalent of Gonal F(synthetic FSH), no LH, which is given subcutaneously, which was what I was looking for, being a wimp and all. I took that today, I tolerated it fine-- only thing I'm worried about, there is no LH. Here is a theory that some, but not all docs believe in, that a little LH makes follicle development better so they give Gonal F with luveris(synthetic LH). I'm wondering if I should ask for this, for my own peace of mind if nothing else....any opinions anybody?
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